bloody brilliant.
Today? Not so much a good day. It is...by and far...an utterly craptacular day.
For starters, I'm super pms-y. Which, of course, in true girl fashion, means even the most miniscule of issues is blown up to the size of Mt. Everest.
To make a really long story short...my job is now likely at risk because of another person's major fuck up. I'm so upset over it right now, I can't even get into it all for fear of losing composure at work. I know, I know...shit happens. Life happens. Accidents happen. But when you're dealing with a project of this caliber, there is absolutely, postivitely, no room for error. And with this type of screw up, they have to point a finger at somebody. This is the type of mistake people get fired over. I know I've got the support of a few key individuals, and hopefully they will be my saving grace. I just hope this all pans out in my favor because this is giving me a major headache.
I know I need to run. Just pound out every ounce of frustration on the pavement, each step giving me a little more clarity with a chance to sort it all out. I know this will help. But I'm just not in the mood to run right now. I almost always feel better afterward.
Fortunately, last night Mike and I schlepped ourselves to the pool. I was able to drop a cool 1000 meters into the bank. An easy going mix of freestyle and breast stroke. Felt good. I wasn't tired by the end of it and certainly could've gone another 1000 meters.
Tonight we've got 5 miles with 1 at LT pace (let's hope I make it through this) with Leah and Jason. After dinner and some American Idol, I have to pack, shower and hit the hay relatively early....this little Jayhawk is headed to the big apple for a few days.
...if only I actually liked New York. Blah.
Hopefully work starts to get a little less stressful for me...and soon. And let's hope that no one gets put on the chopping block.
/end rant.
For starters, I'm super pms-y. Which, of course, in true girl fashion, means even the most miniscule of issues is blown up to the size of Mt. Everest.
To make a really long story short...my job is now likely at risk because of another person's major fuck up. I'm so upset over it right now, I can't even get into it all for fear of losing composure at work. I know, I know...shit happens. Life happens. Accidents happen. But when you're dealing with a project of this caliber, there is absolutely, postivitely, no room for error. And with this type of screw up, they have to point a finger at somebody. This is the type of mistake people get fired over. I know I've got the support of a few key individuals, and hopefully they will be my saving grace. I just hope this all pans out in my favor because this is giving me a major headache.
I know I need to run. Just pound out every ounce of frustration on the pavement, each step giving me a little more clarity with a chance to sort it all out. I know this will help. But I'm just not in the mood to run right now. I almost always feel better afterward.
Fortunately, last night Mike and I schlepped ourselves to the pool. I was able to drop a cool 1000 meters into the bank. An easy going mix of freestyle and breast stroke. Felt good. I wasn't tired by the end of it and certainly could've gone another 1000 meters.
Tonight we've got 5 miles with 1 at LT pace (let's hope I make it through this) with Leah and Jason. After dinner and some American Idol, I have to pack, shower and hit the hay relatively early....this little Jayhawk is headed to the big apple for a few days.
...if only I actually liked New York. Blah.
Hopefully work starts to get a little less stressful for me...and soon. And let's hope that no one gets put on the chopping block.
/end rant.
Labels: stress
posted by Iron Jayhawk at 10:11 AM
3 Camper Comments:
I'm in your corner...wish it would count at your place of employment, though. I'm sure all will be fine, Jayhawk. :)
Hi jayhawk!
Iév read you have been running with you Garmin. Please try my website www.ttsm.com and let me know your reaction: reinier@ttsm.com. You can upload your GPS -data and place the route and stats into your own website.
Like to hear from you!
How irritating. Other people really suck sometimes. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!
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